So here i stand, still fighting… If i tear my insides out and examine the content i know it shall, at it’s core, be good… With these things in mind i hope to mentor and inspire th…
Source: Bio of a Resilient Man
Andu’s the drug I’m on love you Dom and I am feeling good about life . I sent all the family the digital card and I know they all saw it FB tells you “seen at and time ” but in the end only Eli replied a week later with a Happy Xmas Dad .
Well that was nice and as for the others in a way its worked out for the best we had a good life together at times and happy to leave it at that . Let the wound close over I say and as you know here I can and do live a good life .
Think of me on the farm in that dusty dirty house with all those people who I was feeling less and less for and the occasional visits from the family would be more of annoyance than anything else . Wanting me to grow dope and being abusive . My health would have really dropped and the annual bronchitis would be taking its toll .
Remember here 5 years without a cough or cold BP is 130/80 pulse is 70 still got the sugar and that hep C but thats a slow boat at the moment in fact the eyes are not so bad the sexercise is good I think and you will agree on that point .
After I finished the SCU degree I planned to come here and take photos never really thinking i wasn’t coming back . That came later after I was here for a while saw that this was better and jumped ship in Oz .. Think shitty neighbor like Lucy and many more ticks leaches snakes spiders . I often saw a funnel web big one after the rain flooded his hole out wandering across the floor, the doors had a gap that allowed easy access .And the rough scales I did develop a snake sense and could tell when one was around In the end I didn’t kill them . Not to mention the absolute alone ness and loneliness . I had become used to that but now I know that we are not meant for the lone trip and having cuddly APPLE is a real boon . Happiness is only good when its shared .
I am always doing budgets and went to the bank with a plan . So as to not run out of money. The next pay day is 20 days away I get paid once a month . So the plan was to draw out $400 AUD = 10k baht and have a daily amount of 500 .
With that in mind I drew from the ATM 10k and marched into the bank to get 20×500 some how I ended up with 5×2000 in 5 bundles of 100×20 I didn’t bother just took it so now I pull out 25×20=500 and will see if there is a rollover hifi .. and I still have money in the bank saving . The electricity and rent fall at the same time as the pay day so thats it . Immediately draw 25k on pay day and pay rent 7k and power is around 6k then phone is 500 internet is 600 TV is 500 and water is 100 so we are all good . Your welcome any time as you know ..
Stay frosty ..
So much to say and here it is . Apple has shown her true nature and I have to say its pure gold and totally selfless . We have been having a few moments she seems to arc up and now I know she has been under some pressure with the massage certificate course . Why is she doing it . So that in the future if and when we leave Bangkok she can still work and get this BUY a house for US .. I have been so wrong and thats easy to be . All good now . Yesterday we parted a little heated and all day I was worried would she still be angry and why . Well blessed relief on coming back home she was sweet had two apples for me and some food . She told me that she had been under pressure with the course its been going on for a month or more and now she is doing the foot massage having finished the Thai body massage . She is also taking lease to the owner and now the owner is going to do a lease in the new year . Perhaps at the same rent and Apple has told her we won’t ask for maintenance but will fix the falling apart lounge ourselves and also is saying the aged air conditioners are costing as much as the rent and we would put a new one in the bedroom at our expense and take it with us when and if we move . All this has really had an effect on me and any doubts due to the communication factor with Apple . She is with me 100% and so glad I didn’t put my foot in my mouth to much .. sometimes the communication and lack of it can be a positive thing .. She loves me yeah yeah yeah and you know a love like that can’t be bad .. Gym is going well the other day riding home felt like going home from “Work ” and now I see the gym as my “Office” good thing and have a friend Yong who is one of the trainers he speaks good English and is always welcoming and likes to chat . He did and graduated as a food tech but prefers to be a personal trainer ..I suggested he should tell the breweries about using the mash to make Thai-emite the Thai equivalent of Vegemite .. Wonder what they do with all the mash in lots of breweries that was fed to the draught horses when teams of horses delivered the beer . Well feeling very happy and secure with Apple something changed last night and I slept so well next to her . She did not cough at all and just a small snore laying there looking at her feeling I am totally where I want to be and also she was breathing so easily now that makes me happy . I have seen her heaving and gasping but not now and hope she keeps it up . This made me feel small but I am over it now . You may have remembered me saying how I had got in contact with a software developer who was good to me and lived in Islamabad . I had a vision but it was slightly incorrect . Certainly not a struggling code guru and well he happened to say he was coming to Bangkok on Saturday . Oh I wondered for what well for the Affiliate World Asia 2016 .. I think I will stick to Apple’s love and the PS4 below shows how big a pond the internet is wow I could never have imagined it .